Future Planning

So my husband and I have been talking a lot about having a "little mossman" to chase around the house. Ben has wanted children since the day we were married, and well for me, I have always wanted a family, but my emetophobia fear has taken over. If you've never heard of it, emetophobia is the fear of vomiting. It's a terrible sickness (no pun intended) that trully takes over your life. So just the thought of being pregnant and dealing with nausea and possible vomiting makes me a nervous wreck. But up until about a month ago, I wasn't sure when I would really be ready to start trying to have children. I feel more comfortable with the thought now, and I'm realizing that I'm not getting any younger and I don't want to miss out on one of life's most amazing experiences. And even if I have morning sickness, I pray that it's not terrible. I've already been praying that I don't have to deal with it... But if I do, I have my wonderful husband and family who will be there to help me through things as much as possible. I know I can do this, and I will be able to do this!! My heart melted the other day when Ben sent me a text message saying - "I know I will be an amazing Father..."

My Love...

I'm married to the most thoughtful, caring, and genuine man I've ever met. His name is Ben. We've been together since April 1999, and will be married for four years in January. Wow - where does the time go? We are still so much in love. It's a wonderful feeling each day to wake up and have someone so special in your life. Someone who makes you laugh like crazy (all the time) and who knows exactly how your feeling just by looking at you. What a wonderful blessing...

There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.

- George Sand -

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